Cruelty and Hope

Cruelty and Hope

The cruelty. That is what is destroying my soul. The cruelty. The clincher for me that COVID was a psychological operation was when they cancelled March Madness. The students were so excited about the tournament. The ETSU (East Tennessee State University) Bucs finished their best season in decades, perhaps ever, and the news simply announced that the tournament was over. They attacked the young people first. I saw the meanness in that and knew intuitively that this was Satan’s work. The cruelty has abounded since then.

It is more than simply destroying humanity or turning us into robots or reducing the population; it is the excessive amount of cruelty by which it is done that destroys my hope. Oh I weep. God, how I weep. Why? If there is a God, why? I remember as a kid being taught by another kid a few years older than me how to make ants fight to the death. I did it once. The same kid liked to take a magnifying glass and fry them in the sun. What made this fun? He was just a kid. So was I. I think on that and realize that we are nothing more in the minds of our conquerors. We are but ants to them.

I can’t fight this anymore. I have lost all hope. I will be judged for that if there is a judge. Judged for giving up—for abandoning hope. I doubt now that there is a righteous judge. I am thinking that the universe, existence itself, is a cruel joke run by evil. Sometimes I hold out hope that there is Good beyond it, but I am losing that hope daily.

My heroes, my friends, my “conspiracy theorist” pals who take the abuse each day for posting what they see happening to us, keep at it through varying degrees of personal despair. If we can just post the right meme. If we can just dismantle one lie in the delusion. If we can make people see some of the falsehood, even just a little bit, people will awaken. We keep at it. Meanwhile, people cannot awaken because they cannot believe that such cruelty exists. They cannot imagine that those they have been conditioned to trust are so evil. So cruel. The longer it goes on, the more people fear, and the more they trust their authorities, and the more they hate those who challenge that illusion of security provided by these authorities.

In all the movies (ie. Matrix, The Hunger Games), the good people win. But who made the movies? The evil Satanists made the movies. All of this is a movie. It is their movie. They are playing us even through that. They are so far ahead of us, like the consciousness of a human vs. the consciousness of an ant, that even hope, even God in every religion and the Good in every philosophy and practice, is their creation. It is cruelty all the way up and all the way down. Even Goodness is an illusion. There is no pure heart. We are all made in Cruelty’s image. It isn’t that Evil is a distortion of Good, but Good is a distortion of Evil. Not a distortion, really, just a cipher, a rube, a program, in the cruel, sick game.

Is that blasphemy? Am I saying too much? Is there anything worthy of hope? Do I have it wrong?

My friends are fighting. They are warriors. They are not giving up. They fight in the belief that Good can defeat this Evil before total enslavement. The last thing I want to do is to discourage that spirit. That fight is the last remnant of our soul. But I have to ask if we are doing anything more than playing their game?

Maybe. Maybe we are doing something. The USS Liberty did not sink. Israel and the Traitor in Chief, LBJ, tried their best to sink the USS Liberty on June 8th, 1967, but the last torpedo fired that should have sunk it hit a beam in the ship and did not break it in two. The USS Liberty did not sink and its survivors tell her story to this day. That is a sign of hope for me. If Divine Intervention, the Good, saved the Liberty, was it saved for nothing? I meditate on that and I hope yet.

In October 2018, I learned the story of Imam Hussain (as), Hussain Ibn Ali, and his courageous stand against Yazid. I don’t know how that all worked out that I would visit his shrine in Karbala, Iraq. I don’t know what it means that the moment I was about to touch the shrine and I couldn’t reach it, to be assisted, to have my hand pushed against the grate and to look into the eyes of the person who did it. I don’t know what that means. I just know it happened and I felt a summons to speak what I thought was true. Was it a Divine sign? Maybe I am just being played. But I hope yet.

Hope is thin. So thin it rests on a razor’s edge. Hope is so thin that I lose it in the fog. Cruelty is thick. It is a dense fog that covers all. It grows thicker each day. We have no time left. The Cruel plan is unfolding faster and faster. It won’t be long, a few months, a few years on the outside before we are all transformed into an artificial existence. Our humanity is being stripped away from us. It has begun with the masking, the walking in rows, the distancing, the isolating, the destruction of our societies, divide and conquer, but more than that, the inability of the many to see what is happening before their eyes.

How can others not see what I see? It is so difficult to fathom that everyone from former church members to family members to the most aware people I thought I knew not to see that this is all terribly, terribly wrong. Such is the deception. Such is the cruelty. Such is the thickness of illusion. We are under a spell. Can it be broken?

I don’t know. In this thick fog, I still clutch the thin hope that if I can tell my truth at all, then it is not over. Not yet.

We are human.
We are not sick.
We are not diseased.
We are not contagious.
We are being deceived.
Awaken.
Breathe.

Amen.

Refuse the Vaccine

Refuse the Vaccine

If you do not want a vaccine (and you do not), you will need to connect with others like you. Protect each other. Support each other. Those who refuse the vaccine will have lives very difficult to live if not impossible without alternative ways to find food, shelter, travel, employment, and basic health care. Nothing the authorities and the media say is real. They are your enemy. Find your friends.

COVID is not about a killer virus. it is about a killer vaccine. Refuse.

Resource:

Who Is Bill Gates? A Four-part series by James Corbett of the Corbett Report.

Freedom Cells: Creating Alternative Institutions.

One Massive Satanic Ritual of Dehumanization

One Massive Satanic Ritual of Dehumanization

When I saw the photo of Portland protesters on a local TV station’s FB page, I made a comment that COVID was over.

“Is this safe or not safe? Is it assembly or worship? I say it is worship and it is safe! COVID is over! Seize the day! Open up everything. You have the RIGHT.”

Then after a few comments back and forth, I ranted. My rant was in reply to the in-congruency of “Stay home! You are killing Granny!” a month ago to those protesting this lockdown to “The thousands of protesters are fine” and being told that the Portland protesters are all being safe and wearing masks. Here is my rant:

“I know it is awesome. They [the protesters] are human beings who naturally know how to keep from getting sick. Like the rest of the human race who work, go to school, church, synagogue, mosque, restaurant, ballgame, even assembly on the streets to make a grievance against the government. Common sense from millions of years of evolutionary trial and error. For three months we stayed home and worked at home if the job remained, or joined 40 million others in the unemployment line. People were shamed into thinking The Bill of Rights was selfish and didn’t apply in this special circumstance where we were told by experts that we had to shut schools, close children’s playgrounds, shut down churches, sports, life itself and then be shamed into wearing masks, standing on arrows in the supermarket, treated as if we are five years old—“wash your hands.” And we did it because we were told. We were told that scientists were trustworthy and true and standing six feet apart and wearing masks and shutting down hospitals was scientifically verified. The evidence seems pretty sparse. But shame! Shame! “How dare you not trust the doctors, you covidiot!” So we obeyed. People watched their lives crumble, loved ones die without being able to hold a hand, or then attend the funeral, because “be safe” and “Stay the fuck at home!” And the weird thing is that you are not even sick. I don’t know a person who has this whatever it is except celebrities. Then this. Party on! Riot on! Here are some bricks. Cops having a great time smashing shit and beating people. Rioters having a blast throwing bricks that were conveniently stacked for them. What a party! And Portland! Portlandia! Isn’t it special? They choreograph their protests and lie prostrate on the bridge. Beautiful photographs from the eye in the sky media. And for a good cause—the murder and maiming of the Palestinians by the IDF. Good to know the Portland police force is trained by the best. Oh not the Palestinians? Maybe the Syrians who have been terrorized by terrorists paid for by the US and Israel. Or maybe this is about the people of Yemen, 50,000 children die every year thanks to the American planes and intelligence and a wink, wink to the house of Saud. Not them either? You know who this is for? Your masters. You are signaling to them that you will obey. Who am I to judge? Worship how you like. The governors and mayors say “That is just fine. Be careful. Did you pack a snack?” What just happened? Is it the Black Death or not? Is it a Monty Python show? Bring out your dead? No! This is all a sham and these five days of protests are the proof. The elites who orchestrated this COVID lockdown and the bureaucrats who knew better but dutifully obeyed are to blame. You are just as guilty by not thinking critically. Now life is in shambles all over this country. Hopefully, the rest of us are learning something. We all know now. This is bullshit. We are going to rise up. No more distancing. We didn’t decide this. This was imposed. No more masks. Wear one if you are a scared little baby but don’t you dare lecture me that you care about saving lives of others after this stunt. You wear a mask for master. Let that sink in.”

Portland, Oregon. June 3, 2020

I think what we are experiencing is a long-planned satanic ritual of dehumanization.